Didnt Get to Say Good-Bye Mommy

  I didn't get to say good-bye to you mommy.

You all ready had lefted for work that morning.

I didn't even brother to text you a simple "I'm off to school".

So you could text back "Be safe and have a nice day".

 

 

Oh mommy why didn't I do that?

Why didn't I just ditch school that day

Why did I have to be such a goody-two shoes

Why couldn't I have gotten sick?

 

 

I wish I had seen it coming 

But I didn't.

I wish I had know him.

Maybe I could have been his friend.

Talk him out of it.

Maybe that was all he need 

A Friend.

 

 

Mommy 

He brought a gun to school

Why didn't they cheeck his backpack?

Oh Mommy why?

 

 

I had so much going for me 

College

Friends

Family

Sports

 

He ended all that

I never even knew his name.

Why did I have to die for nothing.

Why couldn't he had some compassion?

 

 

Oh mommy can you tell me why?

Why I had to go to school today

Why did they have to tease him to the breaking point?

 

 

Why did I have to in that congregation of people?

Why oh mommy

Why did he have to kill all those people.

Why did the bullet have to hit me?

Why wasn't I one of the lucky ones?

 

 

As I lay here dieing those thoughts run through my head

As I take my last breath 

My only regret was that I didn't tell you

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Good-bye 

Mommy 

I Love You.