Falling down again from the longest high I've known-
I can't go back into depression, I won't return to good ways again-
So far gone and so damn lost I can't begin to imagine anything else-
Staring into shadows rising over me like the tide-


There is no light that's left in me, I'm skinned down to the bone-
I'll throw back on my happy face of cour,e only now and then-
If I try so hard again I'll laugh like Hel when I hurt myself-
Forever living in that moment when my spirit slowly died.