I don't know what to do anymore

My heart is slowly breaking in two

A part for you

The other for him

It's impossable to love you both

So why do I?

I know I can't have you both

In fact I can't have either of you

You live thousands of miles away

He now hates me for all the pain I caused him

Maybe if I tried I could make it to you

Or I could try and mend his wounds

It's probably a waste of time

Both of you probably would never love me

But still....

I'm stuck between two loves