Thanksgiving (Lonely as Hell)

I woke up alone
Another day another
Pointless one
Without you

I stood inside myself
And thought of how
I won't be seeing you
Today
Or ever again

But I try not to
Reminisce
About the times
I often miss
And pray to god
I’ll find you a
Replacement
I’ve lost myself
Too many times
I’ve lost count
And thought how you
Called me just a year ago

I slept beside the
Sweatshirt you often did
Leave at my
House
So long ago

I dreamt of how
Things will be a year
From now and
Saw you walk
Right passed me

So I see we’re meant
To just forget
All the good times
We’ve ever spent
Along with the bad
The love we could have
Never had
And pray to god
I’ll find someone
I really can love
But just for now
I’m thinking of your face
And how
You surely won’t
Call me today