Ignoring self

By icyhott

a beautiful rainy day sets
as the glorious dark envelopes your surroundings

...the phone rings

it's her
(why's she calling me?)

"hello?"
"Hi...I was just wondering how you've been"
(How do you think i've been bitch?!? you broke me and left me alone to die)
"i've been good"
"well thats good"
(GOOD?!? Only since you stoped talking to me)
"Why did you really call me?"
"...because i miss you"
(Miss what, smashing all my hopes into the ground time and time again?)
"Oh... I miss you too"
*silence*
(no i don't miss you, i HATE you)
"umm..."
"We should meet up soon"
(no no don't do it! she'll just kill you agian)
"okay how about in half an hour at our spot?"
"see you there"
(you idiot! why do i even try when you set yourself up to fall down?)
*click*

Another day's contridictions ignored...

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Published on Friday, January 6, 2006. Filed under: "Poetry"

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Comments on "Ignoring self"

A former member wrote: This is a great piece you took a situation that Iâ€™m sure all of us have been in at one time and turn it in too a memory for all of us to reflect on. Well for me anyways love it
A former member wrote: nice write
On Saturday, January 7, 2006, Crimson Shade (92) wrote:

This is amazing... you may be the little voices in my head... great write.
On Friday, January 6, 2006, A Broken Soul (80) wrote:

omg this is amazingly wonderful. I love it so much... & I so can relate. deffinite favorite! A Broken Soul~
On Friday, January 6, 2006, Kitty_LostInHerOwnMind (7) wrote:

I so relate to this. Actually, I had almost the same conversation with someone once. I adore this piece. Kitty
On Friday, January 6, 2006, A Burning God (46) wrote:

sound like you should tell that someone about your feelings