...Imperfections of my diminishing reflection

By SolApathy

Am I lost to the person I once was?
My desperation in the feelings I can’t control
Feelings I don’t even know
Alien to me and yet here they are paralyzing me
Dreams of the darkest insanity
Losing my grip on me
Brain breaking free of my soul
Shattering immeasurably
I see all the pieces of me knowing they will never fit the same
Twisting the synapses in my brain
Memories into nightmare
Dreams into desolation
Shaking
I can’t handle this isolation
How am I to explain
I’m sane when I tell you I’m losing my sanity?
I can’t even grasp this gravity
Depravity of this universe to put upon me this curse
You won’t even listen to one verse
You don’t grasp you can’t rationalize the imperfections
...In a bi-polar…Reflection

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Published on Monday, March 20, 2017. Filed under: "Poetry"

Author's Note:

...Shattered

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On Monday, March 20, 2017, Drea (1388) wrote:

The last 2 lines kill. This was heartbreaking, but on some level I hate that I relate to it. Much respect.

...Imperfections of my diminishing reflection

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