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...Permafried feelings
By SolApathy
The darkness of what I have become
Told no one
Black abyss so far beyond numb
I couldn't run
Striking out in anger you can’t fathom
unto myself until I detonate
...Expose
a curse on the world you cannot
Imagine
Desperate to end myself before I explode
Expose my malice to the universe
Blood of innocence shed without repentance
I am an unstoppable force
Tried so hard to seek the help I needed to fade
Now it’s too late…
the abyss has eaten my sanity away
Failed suicide attempts left me betrayed
Driven by those who laughed at my pain…
My darkened eyes, smirking as I replay
a vision of evil you can’t imagine
a chasm of chaos
permafried oblivion
I slice my wrists just so I can taste…
The beauty of copper on my tongue
My pain transformed into a raging storm
Tell me I’m too young to exact vengeance on this world?
Haven’t the taste for what I’m about to do
I’m an old soul
trapped in a world I don't understand
ready to retire through fire and agony
I will be remembered for the cataclysm
I wrought upon this world
Fashioned and framed
Set in flame to be burned into your soul
The insanity of the one you didn’t know
…The quiet one no one understood
I bring the flood of fear and death
looking to you, taking your last breath
remember me?
The one you wouldn’t free?
Hammered and tortured every day
now who is running away?
screaming and crying
begging not to be dying
I would be lying if I wasn’t feeling remorse
...somewhere deep and lost
Yet I stay my course
Only option to cleanse my pain
I bury my faith and set the universe
….aflame
Told no one
Black abyss so far beyond numb
I couldn't run
Striking out in anger you can’t fathom
unto myself until I detonate
...Expose
a curse on the world you cannot
Imagine
Desperate to end myself before I explode
Expose my malice to the universe
Blood of innocence shed without repentance
I am an unstoppable force
Tried so hard to seek the help I needed to fade
Now it’s too late…
the abyss has eaten my sanity away
Failed suicide attempts left me betrayed
Driven by those who laughed at my pain…
My darkened eyes, smirking as I replay
a vision of evil you can’t imagine
a chasm of chaos
permafried oblivion
I slice my wrists just so I can taste…
The beauty of copper on my tongue
My pain transformed into a raging storm
Tell me I’m too young to exact vengeance on this world?
Haven’t the taste for what I’m about to do
I’m an old soul
trapped in a world I don't understand
ready to retire through fire and agony
I will be remembered for the cataclysm
I wrought upon this world
Fashioned and framed
Set in flame to be burned into your soul
The insanity of the one you didn’t know
…The quiet one no one understood
I bring the flood of fear and death
looking to you, taking your last breath
remember me?
The one you wouldn’t free?
Hammered and tortured every day
now who is running away?
screaming and crying
begging not to be dying
I would be lying if I wasn’t feeling remorse
...somewhere deep and lost
Yet I stay my course
Only option to cleanse my pain
I bury my faith and set the universe
….aflame
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© 2020 SolApathy
Published on Thursday, January 5, 2017.
Filed under:
"Poetry"
Author's Note:
...Reality is the torture we must embraceComments on "...Permafried feelings"
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On Thursday, January 5, 2017, Nemo
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wrote:
kinda hard to read with the background :) but very good piece of work thank-you for sharing
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On Thursday, January 5, 2017, dwells
(4177) wrote:
It only means that you have a soul my friend SA; so many don't nowadays, and function free of conscience burdens, or baggage of remorse. Pity them and persevere - for that is our penance. Cheers! - Dan
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On Thursday, January 5, 2017, sIo
(898) wrote:
Remarkably like walking face first into a wood chipper.
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