-This happened in September-




Did you see it? The rainbow?
The precious Cliche-Miracle?

I was having a haunting few days.

Once in a while the awareness of Temporary Life feels
immanent ( eminent, imminent: all are true)
and scary.

Eternal Love makes Temporary Life feel cruel and heartbreaking,
because we must loose the things that matter most.
We only hope that the mysteries ahead make it all worth it.
And that Reunion with our Love is possible. 

I was haunted...
Wondering why I had this ache
and why I couldn't just move on as usual.
It felt like a stain, like I was missing something.



Then I saw this and shared it with everyone I could. I ran inside my job to grab my kids to see the rainbow and it was gone... It was out for only 10 minutes.

10 minutes of something special. Special because it is rare and will pass.

Temporary Life is Special. Immanent, eminent, imminent.

Don't take it for granted. That is the true tragedy: to take for granted that which truly is Special. We like to fool over selves by being content and petty. We pretend that our little ones will be little forever, that the ones we Love will always be there.... Why else would we be so petty? It's a defense mechanism against immanence-eminence- imminence.

It's not here forever. We are not. Those you love are not. Not in this Temporary Physical life-phase anyway....

So Enjoy it. 

Remember it with Love. Because Love is forever. 

Underlying all death and Temporary suffering is a rising Pheonix. I like to believe this Pheonix is the Soul. 

Our Soul. Our Link to Oneness. To the Universal Soul. The Collectiveness and also the Inertia for Individual Identity.

That which is the Source, the Reason, the Intention, the Perpetuation for the Sacred Shape and Movement of life. We were graced with a life of individuality and community. We are Identical, but also have Identity. 

Inside. Outside. Cherish what will soon not be with the thing that will always be (your soul) .

Whatever you believe, Believe. Share with Love, not Force. 

Also... RAINBOWS ARE FUCKING PRETTY!!!!! Worth being 3 minutes late to work for. 

Either I am inspired, or incredibly Bipolar...

I have a rollercoaster Soul.