Peace Treaty
By Sean Mc Shane
Dear Other-me,
within my inner shadow you live
I'd like
a moment of your mind,
which I don't really want to give . . .
Anyway - how's it going - dumb question, you know all too well,
because here I am again, bloody battered and half dead in this hell
we just had another worthless battle, I know you didn't forget
I was on your mark and you were just getting set
can ya still
smell the wet ash, from your fires and my tears ?
how it followed
us thru the holidays and past new year's
it was brutally sadistic,
your pursuit runs far too deep
I can't even hide from you, in some
nightmare sleep
and here we are yet again, preparing to battle
once more
I will defeat you as always, but I know I'll never win this
war
I finally realized . . . I'm just too old . . .
I'm far
beyond tired . . . and everything is so cold . . .
But You
. . . You never age . . . you never ever tire . . .
You are relentless
. . . with this self destructive desire . . .
You come out
of nowhere, you run - hit - and hide
leaving me to scramble to save
what has already died
or you trick my broken mind, confusing
me with good intent
then I deliver it and realize, it was something
you had sent
how ironic - sad really, that I love you still
You are a big part of me, but what I love - you kill
I look
like a fool, to the ones I love so much
the Ones you will drive away,
but it's me who loses touch
So . . . this war has got to stop,
we've been waging it since seven
All good things - right ? But not
all good things can go to heaven
you did your job, you'll be
rewarded in some hell
but I'm not the One who's going to be sharing your
cell
I wish I could see your face, but it would mean nothing
I know you see mine now, and you know I'm not bluffing
sometimes
the Righteous do fall,
just to end an endless fight
and to be
rid of you finally,
is worth walking alone, forever, in Never's Black
Light . . .
. . . .
" Ey Mr. Righteous . . .
this Peace treaty has blood all over it . . . "
" Ever seen
one that didn't ? . . . "
Author's Note:
No cause for alarm, I'm sure some of you have had this same conversation. Again and again and againAwards
Comments on "Peace Treaty"
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On Saturday, February 23, 2013, Nehema
(958) wrote:
We all do battle with ourselves, our egoic minds... I related personally with much of this piece, I retain hope that one day I can shut off the voice that my mind seems to believe is needed for survival. Hard to decipher the meaning of its purpose - XXOO
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On Saturday, February 23, 2013, Sean Mc Shane
(606) wrote:
Thanks Robyn, yeah that voice just never shuts up does it. You can on ignore it for so long. Thanks again. Til next time -
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On Friday, February 22, 2013, dwells
(4177) wrote:
Those who soar highest, fall hardest (just read something similar in a Corinthian poem). Hoping that this was cathartic and you can now turn around in the saddle and dig those spurs in deeply!
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On Saturday, February 23, 2013, Sean Mc Shane
(606) wrote:
Thanks dwells, and I totally agree. And I think based on recent comments you'd like to see the return of Cactus Clete Mc Gunns from Good Ole Days. I may have to work on that one. Thanks again. Later -
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On Thursday, February 21, 2013, FadedBlues
(2096) wrote:
...it's a recurring argument, & you don't need a mirror to do it. live together, die together...
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On Saturday, February 23, 2013, Sean Mc Shane
(606) wrote:
Thanks FB, you're absolutely right, this conversation takes many forms. Thanks again. Later -
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On Thursday, February 21, 2013, Devilish
(2633) wrote:
OMG i fucking love this. damn sean. your amazing and raw candor chills my bones and i love that about you . i had no idea what to expect from the title. you never fail me.. hell yeah,..
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On Saturday, February 23, 2013, Sean Mc Shane
(606) wrote:
Thanks Dev, always keep 'em guessing. Glad you liked it. Cool. Til next time -