they tell you one slice and it will all go away

a cut on the wrist will soothe the pain is what they say

but my pain is uncurable it is here to stay

i cut my wrist and it still remains

it just temporaley gets weaker by the vein

but it does not last long it's like it is tied to me by a chain

you see there is a ball of steel connected to my leg

forever im gonna have to carry around this big ass weight

heavy cause it's filled with my pain and my mistakes

all the times that i fucked up or just met my fate

im a psycho little demon forver bound to hell's gate

because of my life i only see a monster when i peer into the mirrior

the souless inner-evil that i have come to fear

the deeds done by others have made my soul fucking sear

and by thier hand im forced into a life so unclear

you see im a man made monster you can tell by the tears

so please keep distance from this freak in a mask

and just cover your ears if i speak of the past

but be kind to this shaking man drinking from a flask

my body is riddled with scars that's why i have an emotional cast

curlded up in a corner wearing nothing but black

i speak rhymes of a boy with a heart always under attack

world you wounded me so please leave this heart with only a crack

cause just a little more hits and i dont think that i am ever coming back

so please leave me be as i lay inside this coffin

as hopeless hopes and dreams come to my mind often

let me die and hide cold and alone

let me lye inside these walls for i am prone

it was trust and love not me that cast the first stone

so let me cry from these tormented black eyes

chosen to be evil cause of what my creators did decide