My Blood,My Pain[Help Me]

By LOKI

My blood
My pain
Have i lost everything today
Afraid
its so strange
I dont remember this place
So I wait
restrained
just want this all to go away

Help me
I feel bad intentions
Growing
inside of me
Confused
I feel helpless
where have they taken me
I fight
and they suppress me
My screams
go unheard
I am so fucking angry
how did this occur

Im so sick and tired
of fighting
and trying
to keep myself away from this dream
Inside Im crying
It feels like Im dying
release me
from this misery

My blood
My pain
I feel so lost
and betrayed
Someday
though strange
I will remember
this place
So I wait
restrained
Just want this all
to go away

Help me
Escape this nightmare
I am in prison here
Release me from this torment
save me fom the fear
Enraged
by my discomfort
I speak
with bitterness
My cries are all thats left now
My tears of emptiness

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Published on Monday, June 4, 2012. Filed under: "Reflective" and "Poetry"

Author's Note:

I wrote this because i had an accident years ago.I was flipped out of the back of a truck and suffered a contusion to my brain.[brain was bleeding].Anyway most of my time in the hospital seemed like a bad dream.But its my recolloection pretty much

Comments on "My Blood,My Pain[Help Me]"

A former member wrote: Great write... u can really feel the confusion and frustration. Thanks for sharing.
A former member wrote: this poem reminds me of last night when I was cutting and cut over a cut and it hurt really bad and even after it healed it still hurts
On Monday, June 4, 2012, Nehema (958) wrote:

Beautifully written, I could feel the confusion and pain, didn't know what it was really about til I read the note at the end. Thanks for sharing - never had a concussion myself (knocking on wood) - XXOO
A former member wrote: i like it read this one quick love it
On Monday, June 4, 2012, dwells (4177) wrote:

Hey Loki and glad this was in the past. It sounds like the memories still haunt you, but you seem to have a good grip on things. Keep writing and let it all out when necessary, cheers pal!
On Monday, June 4, 2012, Devilish (2633) wrote:

Wow.. I was in a truck accident as well at 15 .. The driver thought it would be cool to do some stupid shit going 58 and the truck clipped the right side of the highway then went air born flippin 2 in a half times in the air then 4 more when it landed. I had my jaws broke and completely severed the right side of my face from the bone. I wore a crown screws and blots and wires for almost 3 months.. this here brought back that very moment. wow . i cant even imagine what would of happened if I were riding in the back and now I know. I pray your ok and thank you for sharing,. much respect.