I want what I want, I don't beg for it. And I don't whine when I don't get it.
I will not change.
I will not stoop down to what you want me to be.
I will not go down that path anymore.
I will not compromise my values.
I will not lower my expectations.
I will not be your toy.
I will not be played.
I'm not afraid to be the odd one, the ugly one, or the frigid one.
I will call your bluff.
I tell it to you straight.
I don't want your sympathy and I'm not giving you mine.
If you screw me, you're going to feel it in your spleen, and I don't have to raise a fist or say a thing.
You will not have my respect overnight.
My pussy is power; it isn't a treat.
My body is mine, and I don't have to let you use it.
I won't hold your hand, tell you when I am joking, or provide a glossary. If you want my attention, work for it.
I can have sex like a man, love like a woman and am the master of my own destiny.
I don't suffer fools - gladly or otherwise.
I will not fake stupid to make you sound intelligent.
I am not a fence-sitter: I love and hate with passion. And if it's hate, get out my fucking way.
I have an opinion, and I know how to use it.
I have a mind and a sense of humor and I'm not afraid to use them.
I am a sarcastic, cynical, bitter and twisted computer geek with no life, five computers and an attitude problem. If you don't like it, go find someone to talk to who won't upset you by having a brain.
I refuse to feel guilty because I haven't measured up to someone else's standard of who I should be.
I never ask permission, look for approval, apologise, or deny my true character.
When you shove the dick of your beliefs down my throat without asking, be prepared for the resulting reflex: I bite, and I bite hard.
I'm not going to pretend to be nicer or less smart to make myself more palatable for you. If you can't handle straightforward honesty, that's your problem.
I spent the first half of my life being somebody's daughter, or wife, or mother. I'm spending the next half of my life being me.
I have received at least my share of abuse, and I will abstain from passing it along to you. I expect you to do the same.
I am my own concept of beauty.
I don't require your permission or your approval to live my life as I see fit.
I'm about as tactful as a sledgehammer and always have been.
If you put me on a pedestal, it will be that much easier for me to kick you in the teeth.
If you can't handle all of me, you can't have any of me.
I am the ideal and the extreme and everything in between.
I don't care whether you despise me or masturbate screaming my name, but please base your judgments on the actual me rather than prejudices or exotifications of my race or gender. I'll actually respect you if you're intelligent enough to love or hate me for anything other than petty bullshit.
I am the proud owner of a vagina, a brain and the sense to know which one will get me where I deserve to be.
I am not asking you to like my choices and opinions, I am demanding that you respect them.
I am my own universe. It took a lot of living and soul-searching to get here, but it was worth it. I go to bed at night happy with the person I am, and that's what really matters to me at the end of the day. Fuck you if you cannot appreciate it.
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