relapse of control.

 The rancid things that I have conceived against this atrocious society.
Only compares to the violence I achieved towards your friends and family.

The reckless behavior of lost inhibition derailed my mind of it's tracks.
After the blue finally pulled through, I was lucky to fall through the cracks.

I came to this industrial oasis to find the bling and the bliss.
I did this not knowing that after all it's you that i would miss.

My life once was your mission but I drove you to the brink.
It's these thoughts now that bring me back to this unholy drink.

This cycle has replicated it only seems to bend.
I know that you hate me now but you know that you're my only friend.

Girl you could save me if you would grab me by the toe.
If you weren't  so weak and meager leaving your strings for me to pull.