Suicides Don't Go To Heaven TWO

By suicidalsecrecy

I want to die
I cannot lie
I cannot breathe
Tug on the sleeve
Of the one before me
Ask if they know
If I can let go
If I should stay or flee

I want to die
I cannot lie
I cannot get past
These feelings I have
All the questions
Unanswered lies
Go with the Angels?
And fly so high?

Not this time if I slice this one line
No Angels where I'll be
When I start to flee
From life to death
I won't be with the rest
Hell and brimstone
Where suicides go
Not Heaven where I long to call home

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Published on Saturday, May 21, 2011. Filed under: "Poetry"

Comments on "Suicides Don't Go To Heaven TWO"

A former member wrote: I like your motivation behind your words. You depict the choice between suicide, knowing where you go and just wanting it all to end, and living until you die naturally and go to heaven.
A former member wrote: im glad im not the only one who feels lost choosing between suicide and living, but i made the hard choice of staying because of the one i love
On Wednesday, May 25, 2011, Devilish (2633) wrote:

I think the release of your demons is intriging... and if believing that suicides dont go to heaven is what keeps you here then stay believing cause your beautiful...
A former member wrote: Suicides don't go to heaven? Why not?
On Saturday, May 21, 2011, suicidalsecrecy (42) wrote:

Oh well, it's my personl belief that is the case. Sorta prevents me from acting on the urge sometimes..
A former member wrote: Yeah, I know how that feels.