(keep telling myself)

By dismal silence

Take it all
push it down
deep inside
(keep telling myself
it's not alowed)
trap me in a cage
lock me inside with rage
watch me cave
dig my grave

(keep telling myself
it's not alowed)

hang me
medicate me
choke me
so i die happy

(keep screaming
it's not allowed)

it's all here
in my head
take it away
leave me dead

(screaming at myself
it's not allowed)

it's to much
i cant take
carve away the numb
so i can feel pain

(it's not allowed)
{i'm screaming}
NO!
(it's not allowed)
(not allowed)
(NOT ALLOWED)
{kept screaming til i did it}

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© 2006 silent angst
Published on Monday, January 16, 2006.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
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  • suicidalsecrecy On Wednesday, May 11, 2011, suicidalsecrecy (43)By person wrote:

    I feel this way sometimes too.

  • A former member wrote: awsome write. loved the "carve away the numb" line

  • Johny_D_Lewis On Monday, January 16, 2006, Johny_D_Lewis (467)By person wrote:

    needing screaming, to cut, that's what i got, good write regardless

  • A former member wrote: this is an interesting peice, fighting battles within ourselves, tricky thing in' it

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