(keep telling myself)
By dismal silence
Take it all
push it down
deep inside
(keep telling myself
it's not alowed)
trap me in a cage
lock me inside with rage
watch me cave
dig my grave
(keep telling myself
it's not alowed)
hang me
medicate me
choke me
so i die happy
(keep screaming
it's not allowed)
it's all here
in my head
take it away
leave me dead
(screaming at myself
it's not allowed)
it's to much
i cant take
carve away the numb
so i can feel pain
(it's not allowed)
{i'm screaming}
NO!
(it's not allowed)
(not allowed)
(NOT ALLOWED)
{kept screaming til i did it}
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© 2006 silent angst
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On Wednesday, May 11, 2011, suicidalsecrecy
(42) wrote:
I feel this way sometimes too.
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A former member wrote:
awsome write. loved the "carve away the numb" line
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On Monday, January 16, 2006, Johny_D_Lewis
(467) wrote:
needing screaming, to cut, that's what i got, good write regardless
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A former member wrote:
this is an interesting peice, fighting battles within ourselves, tricky thing in' it