Suicides Don't Go To Heaven ONE

By suicidalsecrecy

Conflicting emotions sit deep within my soul
War rages on in my heart
Images of blood, sin, and hatred burn in my mind
I am a survivor
I'll do what it takes
I must battle on
Move forward
Pull through
Who will win in the end?
Who will take my life first?
Myself or God?

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Published on Friday, May 20, 2011. Filed under: "Poetry"

Author's Note:

The battle lines in the war of suicide between God and myself blur at times.

Comments on "Suicides Don't Go To Heaven ONE"

A former member wrote: this really creates strong emotions
On Friday, May 20, 2011, Devilish (2658) wrote:

Wow! My cousin killed himself at 18 n I thought what the fuck? I believe that mercy is given to the weakest and the strongest bcuz it takes brutal strength to stay or to go!!! However it plays out
On Friday, May 20, 2011, suicidalsecrecy (43) wrote:

Oh man. I'm sorry. I ride the line a lot but sometimes (not always) I have to tell myself that I can't be so sure my family wouldn't blame themselves or hate me for it..
On Friday, May 20, 2011, elisa (1616) wrote:

...but attempting to clarify that line does one reach a definitive absolute...? human beings created the concept of death. kinda makes it lack a solid foundation considering the known track record of the species haha. anyways, tragic write.