Recollected Disillusions With Natalie and Model32

By nightshade

Play this song while reading :)    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCObXuAwCIA 

Blood stained hands; washed clean
I stand in this umbra of my soul unseen.
yet my image that stares back at me
sees everything, that was not meant to be.

The rain pours down from darkened skies,
I whisper in your ear my final goodbye.

As this mundane tool slips through my grasp
two seperate entities within my soul clash.

I slowly drop unto my knees ...
while the storm brutally whips the trees.
Swelling pain like a demons mask
makes me wonder, makes me ask.
What could have been born out of
something that could never be?
For, only in dreams,do the blind dare to see

I look back upon steps followed
but, at the end of the path my heart lays hollow.

Memories in which your golden hair enshrouds your face
Something like looking at you through delicate lace ...

The salty skin I still wish to taste,
your smile still echos in this dark place.

A thousand laughs, a thousand grins
which carried away all of my sins;

The touch of your hand upon my cheek
while you stood there silent and meek ...

the special spot beside me where you lay
as we greet the colors of a new day ...

The fields in which we frolicked and played
while the violins, sang loudly in their stay;
Seem to now proclaim of some form of foul play...

My doubts spiral, truly dismayed.

I see things around me that cannot be real;
made a pact in blood to bind the deal.

Ebony thoughts bring about a sudden gloom
as shadows creep from those cast by the moon.
Nightmares seep into my dreams keep.
Despair and anguish distort my mind
suffocate me, make me blind.

Who is this that now walks in my steps?
Dares invade the place where my heart was kept?
Lurking in shadows, jumping at sounds;
How do you expect not to be found?
A jeering grin,a face not of my own ...
a different build, a look of stone.

There you are holding his arms so tight
I want to crack his skull with all my might.
As you lovingly stare up into his eyes
this is torture, my heart's true demise.

As winds howls in sympathy to my heartbroken screams,
the rains wash away the last of my dreams.

Rid me of these phantoms I find
in the morbid recesses of my mind!

I cast them out so I can see,
as this red moon leers at me.

I get to work, I make my plans.
I set the wheels in motion to take my stand.
I take a drug to make me sleep;
to chase these demons in slumber deep.
I awake before dawn and wait outside your house,
I creep behind you in a game of cat and mouse.

As i think again of what i am about to do,
the dark clouds part ...
the sky becomes blue.
 

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Copyright 2010 nightshade
Published on Wednesday, November 23, 2016.     Filed under: "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: OMG! This poem to me is THE greatest poem on DarkPoetry! It has so much raw emotion. Your style is so unique and captivating. You have gain a fan for life here. Your talent is truly unrivaled. I'm so awstruck. Truly outstanding. Please write some more for I really hope to see work from you in the future. Outstanding! WOW!

  • Corinthian On Thursday, December 23, 2010, Corinthian (309)By person wrote:

    morose but beautiful thoughts from such wonderful minds *forehead kisses* to you all ..... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mfyCI82lWM

  • A former member wrote: an epic tale of a slow twisting inward... preparation for a lashing out. Well done, a smooth assimilation..... i liked the line.... only in dreams do the blind dare to dream. Kudos to each and all!

  • A former member wrote: good job you guys flows very well, great narrative :)

  • A former member wrote: Excellently written. Realm is right, it sounds as if one person had written this. Thanks for all the hard work and for sharing this piece.

  • Poetic-Realm On Tuesday, December 21, 2010, Poetic-Realm (258)By person wrote:

    wow hahaha I thoroughly enjoyed this poem. It's so amazing when I saw how well you three blended this poem together. I honestly would have believed it was written by one person if I didn't read the title hahaha good work guys!


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