So here I am
later on down the road,
at a point i never thought I would come to.

I think about those days
all those painful days
just to see their predictions come true.

But I didn't care back then,
I took it all for granted...
I didn't listen to them,
All I wanted was to escape.

But here I am now,
and I finally got out,
I took all I could take...
Wish I could go back, but it's too late.

Say goodbye to the days of numbness.
Say goodbye to lifes broken compass.
Say goodbye to everything, that you once knew.
Say goodbye to the pointless conversations.
Say goodbye to the endless, boring salvation
Say goodbye to everything, you had to go through to make you... Who you are today.
Say goodbye.......

Back when the past was the present
and life seemed it couldn't get any worse,
it wasn't as bad as I made it out to be

Always conflicted by (now) little things.
But had I knew what life would bring,
I would have charished it all but, I couldn't see

I guess it was all the stress...
From living in that mess,
that made me miss out on so much more

It's like I'm outside looking in,
and I can see it all happen
but I can't break through...
So I'll just.....
Shut the door...and.....

Say goodbye to the days of never ending mystery.
Say goodbye to the days that are a memories history.
Say goodbye to the days of on going mysery that made you...somewhat... who you wanted to be.
Say goodbye to the days of constantly searching.
Say goodbye to the days of questioning whats lurking.
Say goodbye to what was shit, but now it's golden.
I just have to let it go, I can't keep...holding on.

It was such a fast drastic change that I didn't know what to do.
I guess it's a habbit I gotta break, I just don't know how to.
There's no running or hiding from it.
And yes, it's probably just shit.
But its somethings i take great pride in.
And even you, who I confide in...
Will never understand.
Could you possibally view me as a weaker man?
Yet I will never let go of this....
So all that's left to do now is....

Reminisce....
About....

About the days of numbness.
About lifes broken compass.
About everything, that I once knew.
About the pointless conversations.
About the endless boring salvations.
About everything, I had to go through to make me, who I am today....

About the days of never ending mystery.
About the days that are a memories history.
About the days of on going mysery that made me, exactly who I wanted to be.
About the days of constantly searching.
About the days of questioning whats lurking.
About what was shit, but now its golden.
I had to let it go, I wish I could keep holding...........