reach
By whisperer
past lost
internal memory bank empt
listless
what
what
cant write off the facts
cant laugh off the reality of said facts
low
so low
so gone, so completely
gone
i should have gone
shouldnt be here
shouldnt be making myself heard
nothing to say
said nothing worth listening to
should have listened closer
shouldve known
cant know
not meant to know
we'll never know
i want to know
anyone but me, anything but who i am
something other than what ive turned into
something other than the acrid complacent familiar comfortable hateful
spitefull stupid bullshit self loathing
self deprecation
self pity
self love in worse than loveless ways
it seems im what i hate
im what i hate
i am what i hate
i dont hate myself
i fear myself
i dont want to be myself
i dont want to be
myself
reach for change
reach for betterment
reach for the sky
dont fall
reach
Comments on "reach"
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On Saturday, March 7, 2009, zhade and shanea
(14) wrote:
this was a good write! I really enjoyed reading it the 3x that i did. It seemed that everytime i read it i felt inspired to write some more. You have a gift and right now I feel it to be at the talent stage! keep on inspiring me!
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On Monday, March 2, 2009, Alanarchy
(1168) wrote:
A bullet train stream of thought. Sounds like you're on to something. Write on.
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A former member wrote:
Well, you know what Yoda would say.
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On Monday, March 2, 2009, Alanarchy
(1168) wrote:
"hey hey, what's a pretty little Jedi like you doing in a swamp like this?"
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On Monday, March 2, 2009, The Zebra Warrior
(1495) wrote:
hahahaha