mingled thoughts

sometimes when im alone
i wonder outloud
i wish i could leave
to someplace far aboud

the music
plows through my almost def ears
and soothes my pain you created

people these days dont appriciate the music
they dont listen to the words
they just like the way they sound

our world
full of corruption and lies

full of government and their fake power
while i sit by and watch

just watch

as precious moments fade to painful memories

i watch as every beautiful feeling you have
ever givin me
turns to sand and blows into my eyes

i feel myself choke,
and my teeth dig into my lower lip
these salty drops of feminime curse roll down my cheeks

knowing
every bullshit word turned to ash and blew away
the second it parted from your mouth

i can only hope
somday
you will be starving to death and unable to die

clinging onto my pant leg
as i force you off

your body will grasp onto only the hope of me forgiving you
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then.
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i shall stab you in the back like you did to me

your blood will dampen and stain teh very dirt i spit on

you will be nothing but a corpse
and a forgotten memorie
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funny how all this can come from one thought, and Pantera blasting through your head,,,,,,,,,