Masturbating a Puppet

Smile Bitch
one day you'll see me between the fingertips of your own child
inked in words on natural paper
my name will call out to you screaming
cursing and fucking laughing

Fuck you
and your pastel appearence
soccor moms and dyed blond hair
your rich shit houses
where your daddy's fucked the teenaged sitters on the stoop
drunk and no one watching but you from the window

I'll be under willow trees caught on film
flowers in my hair to the waist
black and white joy because I have all that you wanted
that hot as shit boy now man
who flipped high school upside down

When I find you at the beaches
skinned and fake with plastic smiles
your children will be the color of the sun
bitchy and trained
clashing with my biracial and beautiful
libral thinkers

I won't smash your perfect head into that desk u bitch at
rip you up by that fucking product covered string
squeeze your hearts between my fingers untill your blood is warm running down my wrists

I won't shove your face into your own shit as I should
feed you to the dogs
make you blow the STD ridden for cocaine
force you into the drunkness of street life

I will write inside a boiling storm
become a face to a name
lovely lovely
dear kitty