I do like it that you know me so well.
It is a little scary sometimes as I've said
but the good always overcomes the bad in the end.

There are so many things that I would like
to say to you and even more that I'd like to show you.

I wish things weren't as complicated
and that I was a good enough person
to stay away from you
and not complicate
your life
but

I have never been that strong when it comes to you.
I want to give you everything that you want,
to say the things you want to hear me say.
I want to tell you how I can't stop thinking about you
and what it feels like to need something so badly
you would kill for it.

Just for the taste of you and the feel of your skin
just for the smell of you on my skin like a memory
that I just can not erase.

I want to tell you that I'm too weak to resist it
when you draw me in like a spider
into your web and how helpless I feel
when you want me to be inside you
and I can't.

You said you like it when
I talk dirty to you and
all I want to do is fulfill every fantasy you have.
I want to tell you how bad I want to bend you over my kitchen table and fuck the hell out of you,
how I want to fuck you in the shower,
and on the floor,

I want to penetrate you so deep you'll never forget I was inside you.
I want to feel your womanly power throbbing against my tongue
while my fingers are moving in and out of you.
I want you face down
on all fours and ass in the air,
like my bitch.

I want to love you like a goddess
and fuck you like a whore.

I want to fuck you dirty and fuck you clean.

I want you to lay before me naked and wide open
and ask me politely to please fuck you,
I want you to rub your clit,
pink
and hard
and glistening with your cum while
I watch you stroking it only for me
while begging me to lick the wetness from between your legs
and calling me baby.

I want to see your face and know you mean it
when you tell me you belong to me.

You have always belonged to me and

always will belong to me.

Is that what you want to hear from me?

Are these the things you want of me?

I'll give you whatever you ask for just like I give you this
for I am far too weak to deny you anything and never could I wish to be stronger....
GoodNight...