Fix Me?!?!

Theres so much hidden in this mind
So much I need to say
To much sorrow to unwind
Feels like everythings in a disarray
No one to talk too
With no one to care
This venting is way over due
Becoming more trapted within this nightmare
Painful thoughts of you
No one can understand
You messed me up so much
This pain is a demand
Hurting me more with each touch
There's no one to listen
Can't someone fix me?
Time you can't pause or lengthen
Is this how I'll forever be?
Distant and Alone
With no pride to hold
Fading away becoming unknown
Break my mind down, and begin to mold
Fix this some way, shape, or form
Make this your masterpiece
Take the coldness, make it warm
Don't let it fade or decease
As I close my eyes all I see is the past
I can see all the painful memories
Things seemed to happen so fast
No one understands or sees
Tears well up within these eyes
Feeling no hate
Don't want to see your demise
But please whats my fate?
Please take back all the pain
Feeling torment for so long
It's all driving me insane
Just want to feel okay
Wishing to be normal once more
To erase the fears and dismay
My soul is so soar
Should of never told
Atleast before I was mentally stable
My mind is growing so old
Before I was a little mentally able
Make it all cease!
Forget it just another lost cause
Want to feel comfort and ease
Just put all the hurt on pause...