Rape Victim's Mind

By JiNx

Alone in this nightmare
Trapted inside my mind
No one should care
Theres nothing left to find
My pain is hiddin deep within
I hide my past
You'll never get in
Everything happened so fast
But then I remembered that dark night
Feeling his painful touch
My body filled with fright
It hurts to much
I choked wanting to scream NO!
Feeling violated
It goes on unknown
All alone I can't be saved
Frozen in fear
You caused so much pain
As My face fills with tears
This isn't vain
His face will always haunt me
Make it end!
I don't want to be
This will never mend
I want to slice it all away
Cut deep within this skin
My eyes filled with dismay
I'm only paper thin...
I can't escape the thought
Just let me die
This can't be fought...
But then again I let you in didn't I?
Well welcome to my nightmare...
This isn't a pretty place
See why you shouldn't care?
It's written all over my face
I'm a lost cause
Lost in my past no longer clever
So don't stop to think or pause
I'm trapt in this nightmare forever.

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Published on Sunday, November 14, 2004. Filed under: "Poetry"

Comments on "Rape Victim's Mind"

A former member wrote: im sorry hun...that sounds really tough...but dont give in to the despair, pray to Jesus to make you new...life's tough...it really is...but God knows deep suffering...talk to him, he'll relieve u of ur pain and hurt and anger...strong words...stay strong
A former member wrote: It may be a nightmare, but trust that it's one that's shared by many. I myself am glad there has been someone able to put into words something I've felt before. Many blessings to those of us who refuse to be victims, and may the Goddess watch over those
A former member wrote: i live where this poem takes place it was great its very much like my own thoughts dark huggles himself nope i still wish shit didnt happened
A former member wrote: wow...i can relate to this poem way more then i would like to...you captured almost all the feelings into one poem and that is truly amazing.
On Monday, November 22, 2004, Delphoid-Q (213) wrote:

I can't quite agree with you that it's 'forever', although i don't pretend to know to much about this. Wonderfully captured, though :)
On Thursday, November 18, 2004, Lord Kalgalath (182) wrote:

Very good. and if by some chance this is from experince, can i thrash them for you? please? Ireally hope its not tho.
On Tuesday, November 16, 2004, Johny_D_Lewis (467) wrote:

Very tragic write, so sad..I hope it wasn't from personal feelings, but you did a great job.
On Monday, November 15, 2004, Malice In Wonderland (976) wrote:

Tragic and heartbreaking, the flow was unique...wonderful write*hugs*Kya
On Sunday, November 14, 2004, dark faery (28) wrote:

This was well expressed very tragic
On Sunday, November 14, 2004, Loserland (113) wrote:

good..you should buy the HOME ALONE album and listen to the spoken word poem on there about a rape victim..good stuff
On Sunday, November 14, 2004, Savannah (218) wrote:

Oh, Sweetie.. I just hope this wasn't from a real experience