She hides in the dark behind locked doors,
Crying in the corner and glued to the floor.
Afraid to be in her own home,
Or even answer her phone.
Paranoid or schizophrenic?
She's bound and gagged by panic.
Filled with delusions,
Lost in her confusion.
Crying in the dark she halluciates,
Ever second intensifying her hate.
Hatred for herself,
Thinking she can't be helped.
Her sanity all but saved,
Hurt so many times but she always forgave.
Now she feels doom impending,
From paranoia never ending.