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Starting To Scare Myself
By darkness_descends
I'm scared of myself
I've fallen back into my hell
My insane addiction
To pain infliction
Cutting myself
Turning my skin into a bloody canvas
I've started again
After have control so long
Now I can't stop
I don't even know if I want to
Even though it does me no good
It is my only release
But it doesn't help for long
Before I want to do it again
I'm worse than I ever have been
I have lost control
Of myself and my addiction
How long can I hide my scars
And explain away hundreds of cuts?
New ones every day
How long can I tempt myself with the knife
Before I give in and take my life?
It's worse than it's ever been
And I'm starting to scare myself.
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Copyright 2003 darkness_descends
Published on Tuesday, January 28, 2003.
Filed under:
"Poetry"
Comments on "Starting To Scare Myself"
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A former member wrote:
I scare myself a lot, it's really hard to not go back at first. Then again, I haven't had much luck. Beautifully written, and amazing work.
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A former member wrote:
i love this its so true but its like if u can escape and control for that instant its like its better
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A former member wrote:
I really like this and I understand sometimes I scare myself too
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A former member wrote:
honestly, im scared of myself too
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On Wednesday, June 4, 2003, Crying_Banshee
(62)
wrote:
owch..what you're saying here is my biggest fear =/ I could never really stop...but now I'm gonna have plastic surgery and take off all my scars =/ I hope I won't fall into it again...
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