...Scabs I'll never let heal

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I’m broken and the pieces you won’t find
A lost love rotting in my mind
Can’t seem to shake her
Not sure I want to try
Haunted forever by our last goodbye
What I would have done for a moment more
Lost moments, a festering sore
Trapped in the moments of memories in which I bleed
Upon my failures I forever feed


Thoughts destined to echo
Nowhere can I go
Escape isn't an option 
Escaping not in my will
Yet I look in desperation at these pills
Listen to them as they dribble into the drain
I walk to the mirror
Staring intently at who is to blame