...Cursed Lullabies

By SolApathy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?t=84&v=8ui9umU0C2g&feature=youtu.be

Reflections of this monster I have become
Within I am anything but numb
Pain a thousandfold of the twisted exterior you behold
Cursed by this life I’ve been sold
So many lies I was told
I tremble as my body can no longer support
Weight upon my shoulders, I contort
Trying one last time to support the sadness, overwhelmed
I wish not to continue this life, I leave the helm
Praying to drift upon the rocks, jagged
My soul, savaged
I choose to live no more
There is no anchor to halt this course
I lack remorse
For those I’ll leave behind
This note in the blood of metaphors, signed
I lost more than the love of my life
I lack the will to fight the strife
My pills tonight, my knife…

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Copyright 2021 SolApathy
Published on Monday, February 22, 2021.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"

Author's Note:

...In the abyss of my once bright eyes you will see I've found that happiness is but a lie...
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  • Bornfrompain On Monday, February 22, 2021, Bornfrompain (917)By person wrote:

    That last line was a dagger of a line!!! Well done as always!!! - BFP


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