...Traumas never considered

By SolApathy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4q9UafsiQ6k&list=PLtyDSEydSgxtnUqtN33UuPyc0P656h1qw&index=40

Within the chaos of feigned conformity
Lies the broken rhythm of my trauma screams
Crevices between desires and dreams
Burdens of benevolence
Trigger within, the darkness hidden within our sins
For all to long I tried to escape this fate
Now I accept the reality—As I am awake
Burdens no longer control
Released I let the truth of the universe unfold
Twisted as it may seem, this is my means
My only path to reflect and repair a soul in deep despair
Perhaps I shall never heal, but those that have wronged others shall feel
An impending storm of thoughts, forlorn
I will be the yin of the yang and balance the universe from whence I came
 
Flashpoint
 
Finding myself drifting within the clouds, my aimlessness abounds
I speak in such clarity
Yet I feel only ambiguity
I feel my dreams are not even my own
In this moment I find without her I am truly….Alone
Sunsets forever to be scorned
..Until the day I die, I shall mourn... 




 

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© 2020 SolApathy
Published on Sunday, January 17, 2021.     Filed under: "Poetry"

Author's Note:

...In a twilight moment I remember my dreams were not always laced with my soul's dying screams
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