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...Faulted Memories
By SolApathy
https://youtu.be/I2Fy2-kTyCI?t=11s
Chaos of my illness-ill-defined
Calamity of a broken mind
Twisted within
A reality with infinite bends
Running from the pills choking my soul
In the darkness I smoke my bowl
Therapists determined to reign in my terror
Parents reinforce my life was in error
Psychiatrist whispers as I sit outside the room
We need to bury this boy in a mental tomb
Thorazine haze of a life razed
Its me you have betrayed
Rage is just a transition
I battle this mental prison
I make a mental incision
Broken by pills thrown away
I hear what you say
Take his soul away and put his mind at ease
His humanity a disease
Castrating my mind under a midnight sun
Foreplay of a chemical shotgun
My blood doesn’t run red
Too many chemicals while strapped to this bed
Today I finally feel alive
Tripped into reality
Colors a calamity as the world pours in
Feelings engulf my sanity
I belch out a laugh as I am the calamity
Scorching the world with dark thoughts reborn
Revenge of one…Scorned
Chaos of my illness-ill-defined
Calamity of a broken mind
Twisted within
A reality with infinite bends
Running from the pills choking my soul
In the darkness I smoke my bowl
Therapists determined to reign in my terror
Parents reinforce my life was in error
Psychiatrist whispers as I sit outside the room
We need to bury this boy in a mental tomb
Thorazine haze of a life razed
Its me you have betrayed
Rage is just a transition
I battle this mental prison
I make a mental incision
Broken by pills thrown away
I hear what you say
Take his soul away and put his mind at ease
His humanity a disease
Castrating my mind under a midnight sun
Foreplay of a chemical shotgun
My blood doesn’t run red
Too many chemicals while strapped to this bed
Today I finally feel alive
Tripped into reality
Colors a calamity as the world pours in
Feelings engulf my sanity
I belch out a laugh as I am the calamity
Scorching the world with dark thoughts reborn
Revenge of one…Scorned
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© 2020 SolApathy
Published on Saturday, February 24, 2018.
Filed under:
"Poetry"
Author's Note:
Laugh of one betrayed...Feel the chaos of the one you never tried to...SaveComments on "...Faulted Memories"
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On Sunday, February 25, 2018, PoetessDarkly
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wrote:
Wow! Outstanding verse. This puts my meager prose to shame
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