Escaping....Me

By SolApathy

Into the abyss
What if they knew our lives were like this?
…if they could feel what it is to never
Heal
Every moment stealing your smiles
Every laugh in the crowd making you cringe
Wishing to just be alone
Again
Into the silence where the real screams begin
No end
To the thoughts out of control
Runaway train of my soul
My pills grant me the serenity to be
But then I’m no longer
…Me
 

_____________________________________________________
 
 
Please
Don’t
Leave
me
Alone
With
my
…Thoughts...

 

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© 2020 SolApathy
Published on Wednesday, February 1, 2017.     Filed under: "Poetry"

Author's Note:

The most resonating darkness occurs when you are all alone...
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  • A former member wrote: There was a time in my life when I couldn't be out in public unless I was high. Even the thought of being around people while being sober was enough to send me into a panic attack of epic proportions. I remember that I used to be so exhuberant, and I really wish that I could be that woman again. Very honest and brutal in an artistic way. Queen Reb:).

  • Just Dave On Wednesday, February 1, 2017, Just Dave (448)By person wrote:

    Your own mind can be the toughest playground of all. Great poem. JD


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