feel the burning need for a gun
Just to end it all
So tired I don’t want to fall
Anymore
Just to end it all
Playing roulette with a clip in place
Know I’ll win first place
The only thing I didn’t lose
Didn’t want you to have to choose
I’m letting you go
I know I can never be whole again
Too many things wrong with me
I’ve lost my humanity
Surrendered my soul to the hell I know awaits
Looking to the mirror
Don’t see who I was looking back
A shell remains
A solitary shard of who I was hanging on
Just enough to give me the strength
To pull the trig…