Love wasnt enough

I miss you baby
but I`ll get over it
in time it won`t matter
that my heart resides in your chest
or my brains are smeared on all the walls
I kept beating my head against

I never trusted you
not as far as I could throw you
and my dainty little wrists
fracture at the mere thought
of trying to lift your ego

I was always scared to lose you
the harsh reality was much worse
when i woke with sunlight
dancing across my skin
instead of your fingers

and i keep trying to read loveletters
written in invisible ink
thats why all the pages are blank
it couldnt be because you never
cared enough to write me one single word
when you knew how much they meant to me
reasurance of a love
that was never enough

I miss you baby
but I`ll get over it