Tears My Eyes Are Unable To Shed

My eyes cry unseen tears
Releasing my sorrows and my fears
Ripping apart my very existence
Until I myself become, extinct.
Wishing, waiting, wanting, watching
As my sanity is taken from me.
Getting worse every day.
Graduating in every way.
Just let my soul decay away;
Let my existence be forgotten
While you smile with a mouth of cotton
Too high to even remember tomorrow,
Drownign away your pain and sorrow,
Mourning the memory of that instance,
While the existence of your resistance
Settles slowly into the ground.
Where you'll never be found;
Bound by your wounds.
Permanently scarred until forever.
Will someone help me, never?