lonely girls and experienced boys

By no one at all

we were just
two people
laying in a bed
pretending to watch a movie
niether of us paying attention
(breathless)

and i loved the way
you made me cringe
when you touched me
loved the pain
you dragged out of me
loved the way you kept asking
"am i hurting you?"
i kept answering
"no."
(just keep touching me)

i just love that i knew
you were using me
but i didn't stop you
i think i wanted to be used
(by you)

i think i might have planned it
this way
but i think i would have
changed
a few things
you seemed so unsure of yourself

i tried to play the role
of innocent girl
i think i did well

and now i'm wrapped up in the scent of you
my clothes smell of you
my skin smells of you
and i can't wait until tomorrow
(i'm dreading tomorrow)

when i see you again

(when i see you again)

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Published on Friday, July 22, 2005. Filed under: "Poetry"

Comments on "lonely girls and experienced boys"

On Saturday, June 9, 2007, MESUN (230) wrote:

i shudder with anticipation. amazing projection of the feelings. beautiful write.
A former member wrote: i know the feeling of being used but sometimes you just want to be used for all the wrong/right reasons..this was a great writ~Amanda~
On Saturday, July 23, 2005, no one at all (8) wrote:

well, thank you lovelies!
On Saturday, July 23, 2005, Dei (663) wrote:

Exactly
On Friday, July 22, 2005, Just a Rose (25) wrote:

sometimes it just feels sooo good to be used, nice write
On Friday, July 22, 2005, Malice In Wonderland (976) wrote:

JEsus, very nicely done, well written, I'm very much with Twi on this...