Blue nailpolish upon my nails
Anger
Isolation
Limits
Freedom
Pist-off
Madness
What more?
A stupid whore
Just playing around
with your heart
she's so much like me
Wasting time
Why did we seperate?
You were so mine
You know what sucks?
It would have been great
Why don't you answer?
Why don't you call?
Why isn't it working?
This thing we call
love
love
Frustration
Wandering about
Turns too
annoyance
What is annoyance?
But a tick on a hog?
You blossomed me into a
Flower
Teaching me to
believe
to
trust
to
risk
to
love
Then i turned into a mashed
potatoe
All confused.
Crying
Lost
Uncertain
Desperate
I was your
puppy
Awaintg your commands
Now I'm a hard rock
shell
You hurt me
Frustrate me
Now you KILLED me
And I'm left
with nothing
but a
stone.
A cold
hard
stone
Now i ask why?
Why?
Why?
Why???
I SCREAM!
I SHOUT!
I YELL!
I FROUT ABOUT
the simple question
Whhhy???
WHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYY?????
why? you ask
in a
confused tone
why what? you ask
Why what? you ask
Why EVERYTHING!
I repond
Why won't he
call?
Why can't she
see?
Why won't people
just let
me
be!?
Why does it take a writing
accross the screen
to get those who say
they love me
to figure out
something they should
know
Not strutter about
Would you dig me out
of a deep
dark
hole?
You promised you would
You said you'd
be there.
i guess I'm just
one more
example
of the unfairness,
the power
men have
on stupid
little girls
like
me.