Inspiration

Inspiration
Hits me on the head
Configuration
Takes place inside my
memory
Don't know what it said
La-dee-da
Lying in Flax's bed
My oh my

Inspiration
Books n' words
Spilling out of me
like water pouring
down a river
becomes a waterfall
Jump!
Into the lake
Your wooshing around
Swim! Stretch out your legs!
Don't drown!
Don't lower you head
your letting go now,
Are you at peace?

Inspiration
I'm tired of all the
pain
coming at me
I feel the same as
yesterday night
crying in my bed
covered in warm sheets
You fell off your balcony
Cracked open your head
It was my fault
I pushed you
away
Nightmares
Dear Nightmares
Go! Leave! Flounder about
Violence is rising
Didn't know I had the strength
stored away

Inspiration
Perfectionist
"There's no greater boredom
than perfection"
is what I
said
So why try?
Why go out of your way?

Inspiration
I've become so silent
Wandering about
My shoes are soft now
I'm walking on clouds
My footsteps no longer
heard off
Numbness
Flows through my body
Sweety tingling
approches me softly
Pain .. laughter
words n' words
Thoughts coming
I can feel them
sense them
They're here.

Inspiration
Oh! Weight
Focus
I can tell now
body parts
weighing down
on my stomach
silence.
I'm here
Alone
But there are
2 girls sitting
in a
row
Not noticing
my shadowed
silent figure

Inspiration
The wind is blowing
Focuse
I can feel now
the whispering
wind
is blowing
softly
and all i can see
is
blank.
I listen
I hear
Multiple Words
functioning

Inspiration
Chemistry?
Biology ...
Wandering about
Taking place against
my
fundamental heart
curious it is
too take unwanted
risks
Caress your skin
Blowing you a kiss
No.
My mind knows better
I'm stuck in a cage
Don't know where
to turn
What to do?
Anti-Social
Unique
Loser
If you please
Call me what
you must
I'm alot like
cheese
unwanted,untouched
Stored Away

Inspiration
My knees wobble
My vagina thumps
Ooh! Ahhh!
Why is that word
so
un-used?
Yes, used in violence
Sure, used in sex
But what about
amongst the
public?
The innocent ...
what do they
pursue
of
Vagina Vagina
I scream! I shout!
My voice needs
to shout about
Vagina! VAGINA!
Talking
Longing for noise
Must have at least
One musical note of
noise
Please!
I'm begging
Sing now
Sing loud
Don't be shy
It's what he
told you
and you obeyed
Sing to me
about your
wants

Inspiration
whistle
5 times a day
why?
Stop! Your driving
me
INSANE!
Maddness!
Monotonous
Annoying!
ANNOYING!
A tick on a hog
Banging!
BOOM SHA BOOM
Gun powder
GUN shots
BANG
BOOM
Inspiration