why is it
when i see you
all i can do
is stand and stare
i want to run
to be wild and free
wont you help me be free
if not, then why
will it hurt you
if yes, then dont help
i dont want nice people to be hurt
cuz nice people shouldnt have the pain
leave it to me then
ill take the pain
but ill still run
and be free
*oneday*
maybe not today
maybe not tomorrow
but someday
*oneday*
thats when ill make sure all the nice people are free
to be who they want to be
but for now
we all fall
and its so enticing
that little blade we see
sorry
*that i see*
to stroke the beautiful
glinting metal
*oh so beautiful*
i wonder
how it would feel
to let my life drain
not all of it
just a little
but that would take some serious numbness
which takes more courage
***LIFE OR DEATH????***
but of course i wont do anything
as im told
over and over again
*there is always someone with worse going on in their life
so be happy for what you do have*
well hell
i already know that
so why remind me
oh yea i know why
*cuz my lifes not worth shit*
oh well ill get over it
*just stop telling me about others lives that are worse*
***I ALREADY KNOW THAT***
*why do you think i dont*
**sighs**
*oh well, bye for now, i guess*