Beautiful Disaster

By Livingdeadgirl

I'm gonna leave
this world I'm giving up on
there's too much crap
to much pain
to much.......
what is left
what can there be
what can become
why am I asking
there's nothing I can do
nothing I can see
nothing......
I'm done
people all around
trying to be real
when they are so fake
it's unreal
.....like I said
so fake.......
I can't do this anymore
can't live like this anymore
I'm grabbing the glinting metal
I run my thumb over the edge
I smile as the blood trickles down
that metallic red
so thick and beautiful
it runs from the shallow valley
I gasp as I press the edge into my palm
just a quick pain
then nothing
a beautiful thing
the most wondrous loss
I've ever felt
I run my fingers through the gush
it is my paint
I can place it on the page
and make a beautiful disaster
because it is
it's my beautiful disaster

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Copyright 2015 Livingdeadgirl
Published on Thursday, February 26, 2015.     Filed under: "Poetry"
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  • Jonas Robinson On Monday, January 14, 2019, Jonas Robinson (867)By person wrote:

    Smart poem. Thank you for sharing. :)

  • A former member wrote: Beautiful imagery and metaphors, thanks for sharing this work of art. -Mrk

  • A former member wrote: As I read this poem you wrote I felt pain and hate for the one who tore your heart, but may I just say I'm happy you are brave to walk upon this earth that has shaddered many dreams away

  • Livingdeadgirl On Thursday, September 24, 2015, Livingdeadgirl (58)By person wrote:

    thank you, but it was written not because of someone tearing my heart, but because it was how i felt at the time.

  • Nemo On Wednesday, September 23, 2015, Nemo (77)By person wrote:

    i'm sorry and i'm the one who broke her heart i feel terrible for it. that's why i want to mend it . so that way what was, can still be

  • Livingdeadgirl On Wednesday, September 23, 2015, Livingdeadgirl (58)By person wrote:

    i didnt write this about you.... :/ but ok good for you that you admit..

  • A former member wrote: Vary profound and deep for such a young person you have a great grasp on realty

  • A former member wrote: Great work I love what u did with the blood

  • Livingdeadgirl On Friday, April 10, 2015, Livingdeadgirl (58)By person wrote:

    *bows* thank you

  • Blinded_Tiger On Thursday, April 9, 2015, Blinded_Tiger (518)By person wrote:

    The ending made me laugh, it is clear then that you have artistic sense and humor about yourself even when all is dark: that is admired. I can tell you that even if we all wish to be young, I would not trade with you right now, since I really think the theme of "fakeness" both in your generation but certainly also in the adult world that you now see clearly, is worse then ever. Now every generation has it, but I sincerly think your generation has a rough deal in this sense. My advise is to be individualistic in a spiritual sense, and that you are allready doing, so ... you will be okey :)

  • Livingdeadgirl On Friday, April 10, 2015, Livingdeadgirl (58)By person wrote:

    haha! thank you, but i just wish to get over this part of my life, and can't wish i was young, wouldn't want to cuz then i might have to go through all this again, besides, i'm 16... don't wan tto have to go through these yrs again.

  • A former member wrote: Now this is a true poem,may I use it?

  • A former member wrote: Adored this poem. It describes what I feel...exactly. Very well worded and thoughtful. I liked it.

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