Another day
                     another memory.


Each passing moment I live
                                                  I die a little bit more.


I can't breath without your essence near
The fear just won't leave me alone..


I am bound to live by your side, but..
I must have my addictions fueled to stay.


Another cut, another toke, another nightmarish reality.
The woman screams, another man bleeds,
death always around the corner, awaiting my time.


Running for fear of what lay behind
I run blindly, still by your side
It's hurting but I shall not cease


I ache, I'm slowing down, I can't see the light.
Is this a sign to keep going?
Or is it time to stop and reevaluate...


Lead the way, M'dear, I need your help
I fear I'm loosing the way set from the start.


Is it time to end this path?
Should we start a fresh beginning?


Can we still make it?
                                     Have I pushed to hard?


I don't know..
                       please guide me..