wishes

smoked my day's last ciggerette

alone and cold in bed

wish i could find the answers

to the questions in my head



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lift my sinking soul thats dropping deep with in the dark

you used me like a swing that children play on in the park

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stars twinkle in the midnight
i close my eyes to catch some sleep

but tears trickle down my face
as i battle not to wheep

cold sheets carress me tightly as i fight the love i seek.



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leaves whistle in the wind and sound like rain.

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whimpers echoe through my house

please come to heal my pain

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soothe my bruises

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kiss my wounds.

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let your fingers get lost in my hair.

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i dont care.


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heal me ,
so that i may hurt a different way.
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