wretched and forlorn ...time is toothless and withered like broken skies of auburn and passion ...tangled in dreams like the knots of a rope entangled on my throat like the embylical cord of lifes hurtful mothering chastisment ....cold and alone we dive into foolish thoughts and revel in the false feeling of warmth as our soul divides into multi fractured reasons of heart felt wish's as if childrens stories were naught but truths from the mouths of babes ..who soothsaying would endear me to you and tie the binds that fray like the suns last beaming at twilight as darkness brings the cold and solace of one to bare again .. crackled lights like crushed stars burst in my eyes as tears rip my heart to shredded fields of softly blowing reeds and willows as mouthed words form to no sound .. forging ahead through a sea of hurt i drop to my knees and wish apon a star to save me and bring me home