tasting desires,and funerale pyres    gastly ghostly touches   taken not given ,but always gracfull ,removal of fears came with cost  left alone here but not lost   finding centers in spaces   limited by choices of those who matter but not to those who dont matter ,and most of time flowed though the fingers of space and drifted to the outer reaches of lovers who in stances stood stoically against the wrath of those who matter to no one but me