Other Than Misery, What’s it Feel Like

By: Alexis Manley

I feel like being happy sometimes
Sometimes I dont understand
Superficial lives are what most beautiful people have

I love people for what they are
My life is not miserable unbearable sometimes
but im doing fine

Why does it seem like im falling for failure?
I plan on doing major reconstruction to my life
What's life like without misery?

Everyone has had let downs
Does that exclude the fame and glory of being successful?
I feel like im being told im beautiful

People call me sexy but is it just to get into bed with me?
I call people sexy because they not only good but they fill me with happiness with thier company
I fall in love for the first time
all the compliments seem to fall upon deaf ears

What am i truely?
What am I really made for?
Am I just like everyone else?