Black hole

Theres a hole inside me
Where my heart once was
Where I used to care
Where everything was because
I was alive

Theres a hole inside me
Within holds nothing but pain
Those memories left clinging for dear life
Fuck them all over again

Theres a bottemless pit
Now become my pulse
Full of digust, rage, and revenge
Whats more, by societies wrongs I'm repulsed
Where is the Grim Reaper

Theres another form
Eating away my emotions
I now feel nothing
In all this commotion
And above it all, it all

I remain the dead amongst the living
I walk the world in shame of past I had no control over
If I could turn back the clock, I'd be something more
In the end it's all the same

I wanted to have no emotion
I wanted to have no heart
I wanted to have no-one

Theres a hole inside of me
Turning white into a darkend shade of grey
Theres a hole inside me
Where the cancer took my dignity away
Theres a hole inside me
I struggle to fill every day
Theres a black hole inside of me
That left nothing behind
Yet left me alive