Dear Mama
By Dommi
Dear mama, how are you?
I need your help on what to do
I'm not
the same as when I left
My heart lies broke within my chest
Remember the man that did me in?
The one that called me trash and
then
told the world how bad I was?
Mama, tell me he was wrong...
The past few months have been a blur
I drank until it didn't
hurt
I've done some things I know were bad
But mama, that phase
didn't last
He told me I'm not worth his time
I hung up
the phone, but couldn't cry
Instead I thought for many nights
Mama,
what if he was right?
I know years ago, I upset you
when
I cut myself and I blamed you
This time though, the fault's on me
I hurt myself again, you see
I am not proud of who I am
I know that I had cracked this man
Am I heartless, dead, and cold?
Mama, do I have a soul?
I've made many mistakes up until now
But the stains from them just won't come out
You said crying never
solved a thing
But mama, I can't hold it in
I've been reaching
out, but I'm alone
At times, I'd die to come back home
help me
fix what's in my head
I've heard, mama, that you know best...
Comments on "Dear Mama"
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A former member wrote:
thats a movin write ... i felt the sufferin in that ... write on
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A former member wrote:
ya know... I don't know... but sometimes maybe we feel bad about ourselves.... and I think.... that maybe.... it's because we're unknowingly.... evaluating ourselves in some way...... and maybe... maybe all evaluations require some kinda comparison.... some kind of implicit criterion..... maybe. perhaps we just need to find that damn thing and change it.... I can't find mine..... but this was painful. all the best shweets.