I am a creation, a "spawn" of "lessons."
That learned the hard way, yet still pondering the message.
A "being" who lives outside the "norm."
Weather I try or it comes naturally, that's just the way I was born...
Also, with a mind, yet it's a prisoner within itself.
And emotions & feelings running rapid, that will never ever be felt.
One who speaks a forgin language, that very few understand.
Organic riddles and rambles that, if translated correctly, can be a grand helping hand.
Somewhere within this, there is a soul, quiet deep.
Get passed the black murky surface to the inside, bitter-sweet.
"Book-smart" in a since... I guess, but that's only so important.
As I said earlier I learn from "lessons", & that is much more absorbent.
I share my trials & tribulations, with those who are willing to listen.
In high  hopes of maybe, helping them find what's missing.
Spiritual, possibly, in my own "unique" way.
Everything lies within yourself, "God" or "Jesus" though... seems like a price to play.
To the hypocrites, someday it's going to come back around.
And to those who judge, may all that is righteous haunt you, even after you've been put in the ground.
 Strong opinions and thought, all are which empowered.
And given the chance, they will be shouted from the worlds tallest tower.
Pride, such a lovely beautiful sin.
Let it get out of control though, and your damned to never win.
Love, something people live out their days, and never really experience.
Thought I had found it once or twice, but obviously I was fuckin' delirious.
Self-expression is a FUCKING MUST!!!
Regardless your "technique(s)" there can never be enough.
In the end, your thoughts, feelings, and happiness are the only things that matter.
(Live for yourself...Can't satisfy everyone.) Learn that now, before you become beaten and battered.
Know your imperfections, & voice your flaws...
((just a few of mine... I dream too much and live too little
sometimes I think with my head, other times my heart, when the right place is always in the middle.
I get way too attached way too fast,
In the beginning it's good, but it always bites me in the ass.
I speak before I think, almost everyday...
That shit right there just sux, that's really all i gotta say.
Right now I'm holding on to memories, still "stuck in the past."
And to be totally honest with you, I don't know what to do about that.
I play things out in my head of how I want my life to be...
When really I just need to get out and make them happen (make the dream the reality.)
I have secrets, dark, in dying need to confess.
But why take this shit I have & turn it into a bigger mess?
I'm lying and loving, both at the same time...
Now before I let too much out, I'm stopping on that line.))
Be ashamed of NOTHING,  now that takes some balls!
Take what you have, and make it what you want.
Don't wait for it to just happen, cause I'm telling you man... it won't
Learn from your mistakes, look back, and move on...
That's hard (believe me I know) but do it, before everything(one) is gone.
Now these are just  SOME things I kinda thought I would share.
And put them out there for anyone who, just might seem to care.
Trust me, there's a lot more, but for now, I'm done with this.
So from now, til we meet again, may you Rest In Piss... BITCH!