Alone But Not Lost

I am alone.
No one hears me cry,
tears shed without a loving eye.

My body tumbles into the depression.
Mindless in its greif,
no one around to offer relief.

Skin ravaged by my descent,
asking for no help no one hears me gasp.

Endless waves wash over me,
my heart broken and forgotten.

Lonely golden eyes let the love shine out,
only nothingness knows when im about.
Walking the razors edge,
the grave begins to look like friends.

A welcome smile breaks the shell,
I am already in Hell.

The sweet siren song,
rushes me along.
The ache in my soul,
the grave offers to take.

The seductive release,
only two thin cuts to relinquish my lease.

You know what?
Fuck this.
I am alone.

I am miserable.

But I will not wax dreamily about ending it.

Life is hard, life is often shit.
But to give up is pathetic.

I do cry, and I do ache, but I am not weak.

I will live, if only to feel pain and anguish!

I will not let it break me, I will not forget what love is.
I am a fighter, so goddamnit, I will fight!

I will stand beneath the storming sky,
I will scream my battle cry!

I am unweilding, I cannot be broken, I will not submit.

Let the horsemen come,
let the fire rain,
no matter what...

I
Will
Remain.