REVENGE

a swift death i do not bring
i, an angel
see my black tattered wings?
as you die
im by your side
you see no mercy in my eyes
and i just see your demise
you know your torture i will enjoy
ill watch you cry
like the little boy you are deep down
i mock your god with this thorned crown
whips and chains rip at your skin
showing the demon you are within
what you did to me was wrong
im making us a song...
your screams of pain the chorus
you scream until your voice grow hoarse
you look at me
your eyes showing so much pain
i laugh and tell you that you're at blame
i remind you of my name
a tear streams down your cheek
i reach out as if to caress your face
instead i strike
i was just a little girl!
dreams of prince charming and kitties filled my world
whats you did to me was wrong
and im making us a song...
your moans and groans the melody
i love this song we are making
i really do not understand
how this man of god, this holy man
could have sunk so low
to violate the girl that was me
but no
no, you couldn't let me go
you said i had to know
you told me to come to confession that night
or you'd tell mommy i got in a fight
i didn't know what you would do
i thought i could trust you
not a stranger, but not my dad
a priest, how could you be bad?
but you were.
you told me i should purr
like those kitties i adored
you turned me into a whore
but i got revenge in the end.
my heart i did mend
you will never know
the relief i feel
knowing i can heal
i can feel safe in bed
knowing that
you
are dead

3-15-06