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To Break the Silence
By GothicBlack
If I could find a way
Out of this darkness
I would thank you for every moment
Of happiness in my life
But I fear I will live forever
In this silence
In the darkness of depression
And I am truly sorry
For I know I should be thankful, grateful
But the words of grace
Just can’t find my mouth
Much like I can’t find
A way out of this pain
Out of this confusion
I must confess
I don’t understand
What is happening around me
What has consumed me
Its like I’m smothered in guilt
For something I haven’t done
Something I can not comprehend
But I know this feeling
For I have felt it before
Though it does not have a name
And the floor is comforting
To a child that can not sleep
To a soul consumed by hate
Hate of life itself
Of this never ending story
And as I think of all of this
I really am sorry
For I can not speak
Can not break the silence
For I can not be forgiven
I can not find faith
But I am thankful for all those good times
Even if I can not say it out loud
I truly do love you
I hope you know that
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© 2006 GothicBlack
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A former member wrote:
Sad & beautiful.
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On Monday, October 2, 2006, Bluegirl
(177)
wrote:
This is so sad. Beautifully expressed. Keep them comming, hun!
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On Tuesday, September 19, 2006, mywristshurt
(408) wrote:
that's so beautiful.. i wish i were able to say that to somebody.. the love you have for him, i can tell, can't be put into words.. you write so beautifully
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On Monday, September 18, 2006, sixsixnine
(477) wrote:
wow! i need this. thanks
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On Sunday, September 17, 2006, TaintedButterfly
(670) wrote:
That was heartwrenchingly beautiful. Such powerful words, relay such powerful emotions! Well done. Julia~
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A former member wrote:
"I really am sorry/For I can not speak/CCan not break the silence" To have words you'd die to have flow from your tongue, and yet you say nothing for fear of what those words might bring...excellent write. ~*Beth*~
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